One thing my body has graced me with through all of this fertility battle is having a normal cycle. Well as of today I am 2 days late. All I want to do is get this in motion. I don't want my transfer date to change, I want to PLAN, that's what I do best, and my body is having none of that.
Before you ask, yes, I took a pregnancy test, and of course it was negative. You'd think after so many doctors telling us we won't get preggers naturally that I would stop checking, hoping, daydreaming. But alas, the words Dr. Schoolcraft said to us stuck in my head that many couples get pregnant the month after IVF, something to do with all the meds resetting their body or something. So I had that hope...argh. Well the meds seem to have messed my body up even more (if that's possible.) The amount I have spent on pregnancy tests the last two years could have bought me a nice new purse (or Louboutins!) Hindsight is always 20-20 :)
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