T minus 2 days

Two days to go!  CCRM called today to let me know about all of the instructions for Monday.  I will arrive at 10:30am, get bloodwork done, then head upstairs for acupuncture, then valium, then the transfer will be at 12:30pm by Dr. Schoolcraft.  I am happy that he will be doing the procedure for us!  But....I am very very anxious about the embryo surviving the thaw right now.  I thought the rates were like 98% but the more research I do I see that it's really only about 70%.  Now I keep hoping that is not the rates that CCRM sees, but it is still making me very nervous.  I know there is absolutely nothing I can do about it right now, it is all in God's hands, but I pray so hard that this embryo makes it and is able to be transferred.  I just can't help thinking that I want to give it a chance inside me where I have worked for months on making sure my lining and bloodflow is great and welcoming.  To think about making it this far and not getting to put it in me is too much to bear.  My acupuncturist was telling me today that it would be better for it to arrest now than after 2 weeks inside me thinking about whether or not I'm pregnant, and I think that is probably true, but I just need to get past this first hurdle.  Everything inside me is so perfect I want a baby to get to enjoy it :)  Trying to relax this weekend, but it will be a long 36 hours...